Long ago, there was a mentally ill woman. She was deemed unsalvageable and was caged in the basement of a mental institution. One day, as an act of kindness, a cleaning woman baked some brownies and left them by the door of the cage. This began a chain of events that led to her recovery. As an adult, she repaid the kindness by helping another incorrigible young woman. And so began the friendship of Anne Sullivan and Helen Keller.

All of this came about because of a small act of kindness, that, to this day, went largely unnoticed. This is often, if not usually, the case. I think that it is safe to say that we rarely see the long range consequences of the little things that we say and do every day.

We are presented with opportunities like the lady with the brownies every day. We often let them slip by. But, even when we act on them, we rarely see the full ramifications of what we have set into motion. In junior high, I was at the very bottom of the social pecking order……shy, lacking confidence, not very happy, going nowhere. One day, one of the cheerleaders…….arguably the most popular girl in the school……..smiled at me……and she said hi! She walked on and never thought twice about it. But that 2 second interaction changed the trajectory of my life. It was one of 2 or 3 key events that shaped me into who I am today……for better or worse.

People talk about “the butterfly effect”. A butterfly in China flutters its wings. This begins a chain of events and consequences that lead to a hurricane in the Caribbean. As it turns out……..there is a social version of the “butterfly effect”…….and we participate in it daily. We have hundreds of interactions with other people. Each of these interactions, in some small way affects……and changes…….the other guy. And that change spreads out through his interactions…..and so on. And we never see the final outcomes.

The tiny, seemingly inconsequential, interaction with a friend, relative, or even a complete stranger can set into motion a series of events that changes a life…….or possibly the history of the world. Imagine a small kindness in the childhood of Adolph Hitler. Maybe we would remember him as a painter today.

I fully expect, that someday, when I arrive in paradise, I will learn of the long term outcomes of my actions. Someone will walk up to me and tell me a story…..like my cheerleader story……and thank me for a tiny kindness that enhanced, and maybe changed, their life.

Unfortunately, I will also find that there are things that I have done……..that have caused harm.

So……the challenge for us is to respect the potential outcomes of the small things that we say and do to the people around us every day.

We are far more powerful than we know.

For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.

Paul, ESV

you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes.

James, ESV

For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.

Paul. ESV

The primary rules of Christianity are:

Love God…….Love man

There is a third rule. This rule is repeated many times in the Bible……..that means it must be very important.

Fear God.

We like the first two rules. But, rule number three……..not so much.

Today I want to explore……..”Fear God”.

Most Christian teachers say that this means to show reverential respect. That explanation has always seemed a little strained to me. There are better words for respect…….than fear.

Could fear………..actually mean fear?

We like to believe that all good things come from God and all bad things come from Satan. Love God and fear Satan is a good starting point for a Christian. But I am left with a nagging doubt about the “fear means respect” translation. What if fear actually means fear?

We love good things…….we fear bad things.

I think that the confusion may come from how we define good and bad. We typically think of good as something that makes us happy and bad as something that makes us sad……….now, or next week, or over the next decade. But what about the next 50 years? What about eternity?

Consider an extreme hypothetical:

A pastor who has served God well for decades suffers a setback…….his wife is killed. In a moment of weakness, he lashes out at God. He is just about to commit an act of blasphemy against the holy spirit…….the unforgivable sin………but he drops dead before he can. God takes him……before he can damn himself. We generally consider death to be the worst thing that can happen…….but, in this case, is his death bad…….or is it good? After all…….his untimely death…….saves him from hell. It takes him to paradise…….for eternity.

I think that rather than redefining fear………we need to redefine good and bad. We need a more mature understanding of good and bad.

We need to think of good as something that promotes our well being……in the long run…….in an eternal time frame:

Good is something that someone who loves us does for us or to us……to help us or to rescue us……possibly from ourselves………in an eternal time frame.

Imagine God……sitting in heaven…….during the crucifixion. He looks down at his only son, beaten to a pulp, bleeding and suffocating on a cross…………and says to himself……”this is really good…..the best…….it’s turning out just right……..I love it when a plan comes together!”

Not the picture you were expecting is it. The hard truth is……that for mankind…….the crucifixion was a good thing…..the ultimate gift from a creator who loves us. The crucifixion……..the first step in the resurrection……….was the first of the two best things that ever happened in human history. Denying the crucifixion and the resurrection is the most bad thing……….the most damnable thing………that we can do.

Imagine you are God, you sacrifice the most important thing in your world……to rescue a bunch of people…..whom you created…….and they don’t even admit it happened……much less say thanks.

Enter justice.

God is love. But he is also justice. Both are immutable faces of the creator of the universe. We love the love part……we hate the justice part. But, the sad truth is that our behaviour creates a conflict between God’s goodness and his justice……..every day. Our encounter with God’s justice…….is entirely our fault……..not God’s fault.

Back to fear.

Fear is a protective emotion that helps us to avoid bad things and steers us toward good things.

It is appropriate to love God’s goodness.

It is equally appropriate to fear his justice. This makes far more sense than trying to define it out of existence. This makes far more sense than trying to “dumb down” God’s justice so that we can live as we please.

Out of his love for us………God created paradise.

Out of his justice……..God created hell.

We should love God’s goodness……his love for us.

But, because we all have a streak of evil in us, we should also fear his justice.

Love God’s goodness……..Fear God’s justice.

This is what the Bible means when it teaches us:

“Fear God”.

“I tell you, my friends, do not fear those who kill the body, and after that have nothing more that they can do. But I will warn you whom to fear: fear him who, after he has killed, has authority to cast into hell.

Jesus, describing the father. ESV

So we went on a vacation about a year ago………great restaurants…….great food……it was fabulous. And I gained 10 pounds. My doctor told me I needed to lose the weight……….big surprise. For a year, I tried to shed those 10 pounds…….no luck.

Weight loss, in theory, is incredibly simple……..in practice……not so much.

The hard truth of weight loss is this:

If you stop eating…….you will lose weight. This is absolutely true and it is non-negotiable.

The practical reality is that we don’t stop eating. For a year, I didn’t stop eating……..and I wondered why I didn’t lose the 10 pounds.

Why?

Because I lied………to myself. Because behind every failed diet is a failure to stop eating. And this failure is based on lies that we tell ourselves.

I ate a simple breakfast, toast and coffee. I had a light lunch, a bowl of soup. I had a regular dinner…….with a second helping. And I snacked a little in the evening…..cheese (1/4 pound)…….and a little summer sausage (1/4 pound)…….and, of course, you have to have a sleeve of crackers to go with it.

I told myself that the second helping at dinner wasn’t important. I told myself that I deserved the snack because I had been so good at breakfast and lunch. These were lies…….the worst kind of lies…….lies that I told myself.

If you have ever tried to lose weight…..and failed……you are guilty of lying too. Don’t feel bad……you are in good company. Besides that, there is a multibillion dollar industry selling the lie.

The simple truth is……that we lie to ourselves……..all day……every day.

That rolling stop when there is no other car in sight.

Driving 75 in a 65mph zone.

Using the handicapped parking spot…….when you are not handicapped……for just 5 minutes.

The lies?

“This really isn’t important.”
“That rule is stupid.”
“It really doesn’t hurt anyone.”
“It’s no big deal.”
“I can handle it.”

BTW this is just a taste of one day’s worth of lies that I told myself…….yesterday.

This post, it turns out, isn’t about dieting at all…….you probably guessed. It is about lying…….to ourselves.

When you do something wrong and tell yourself, “It’s OK”. You are actually doing 2 things wrong……..the act itself…….and the lie that you tell yourself to justify the act. It may very well be that the act itself really isn’t a big problem……..but the lie IS a big problem.

Lying to yourself is a big problem because the little lie that you tell yourself today makes it easier to tell the next little lie……and the one after that. Until, one day you find yourself telling yourself a lie that isn’t so little. Then you tell the big lies……the lies that can destroy you.

My drinking isn’t a problem….I can handle it.

Cigarettes don’t kill that many people.

Lying to my parents is OK……it’s none of their business anyway.

Then one day you find yourself with your girlfriend sitting in the waiting room of the abortion clinic…….and you say, “this is for the best.”

And you wonder….”how did I ever get to this point?”

You may still commit the act………but you owe yourself the truth………….you owe it to yourself……..to say to yourself………”this is wrong.”

Our society does not allow us to tell the other guy that his behavior is wrong. Even worse……….we are losing the gift of telling ourselves that our own behaviour is wrong.

So…..today……. find a time when you are getting ready to do something that just isn’t quite right. And tell yourself…..”this is wrong”. Even if you still do it…….you will have taken a small step toward honesty…….honesty with the most important person you will deal with today……. yourself.

There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way to death.

Solomom, ESV

For the time is coming when people will not endure sound teaching, but having itching ears they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own passions, and will turn away from listening to the truth

Paul, ESV

I recently made a post based on a cow that I saw for a few seconds 40 years ago.

Today’s post is based on a movie that I saw one time, 50 years ago.

“The Brotherhood of the Bell”.

The synopsis is this: A guy joins a fraternity. After college, he goes on to a sucessful career, marries a beautiful woman, and lives a life where everything just falls into place. One day, an old fraternity brother asks him to do something that is really wrong……..and he does it. His act leads to the death of an innocent man. Racked with guilt, he renounces the fraternity. And then his world falls apart……he loses his job, his wife leaves him, and more. It turns out that all of his successes in life were orchestrated by the fraternity. He was never in charge. His triumphs were the work of an outside entity. He did have some autonomy……but most of his life was planned and executed……..by an outside force.

So…….do you ever wonder why the things that have happened to you happened to you? Do you ever find yourself saying…….”Why would God allow that”…….or worse…… “how could God do that?” I have struggled with those questions for a long time……..and only recently have I found an explanation that might work.

I think that it is possible that God sends things into our lives in order to prepare us for something……..an encounter that may not occur for decades. The great triumphs, the unspeakable tragedies, even the inconsequential events of our lives……like the cow or an old movie………have all shaped us into the people whom we are today…….and have prepared us…….for something.

What if it’s not random? What if that promotion, that winning lottery ticket, that illness, the death of a loved one………even that parking ticket is preparing you for a conversation with a stranger that will occur 50 years from now? What if your tragedy today…….or your triumph…….is the beginning of a series of events that will further God’s kingdom decades from now.

What if God is far more involved in the minor details of your life…….today……than you realize?

The problem is that we are ignorant. Abba Eban could have been thinking of me when he said, “his ignorance is encyclopedic.” We don’t know the details of what God is up to. We are not privy to God’s long term plan. It is easy to say that God isn’t paying attention, to say that God is wrong, or that God doesn’t exist. But, that is just our ignorance speaking.

It’s easy to praise God when something good happens.

It is much harder to praise him when tragedy strikes.

But, in both cases, we are called on to trust him…….to trust in his love…….to trust his long term plan.

Know this:

God loves you……and me…….and the other guy. I need to trust that my tragedy today may be the first step in a chain of events that will shower love down……..on someone…….somewhere…….possibly long after I am gone.

Like the cow…….or the old movie…..something may come into your life today…….a triumph, a tragedy, or something inconsequential. Know that God may be setting the stage for something important somewhere down the road.

Be patient…….and trust in his love.

And we know that for those who love God
ALL things work together for good
For those who are called according to his purpose.

Paul. ESV

What follows may not be suitable for children.

I’m having a little trouble……..with pride month. Judging from the “Bud Light” and the Target turmoil…….I am not alone.

First, for my gay friend’s, I care for you and I’m sorry if this post causes you pain. There is no wrong in loving your fellow man. Love for another, male or female, is not wrong…….in fact, it is required.

It is not wrong for a man to love another man. So…….just exactly what is it that is troubling me?

The entire premise of pride month is for the LGBT+ community to come out of hiding and to feel good about themselves. This, in itself, is fine.

My problem……..is that everyone……..on both sides of the argument……….has skipped over a key question. This is a question that lurks in the background and colors the entire conversation about sexual identity and therefore about pride month.

And here is the question:

Is “non-traditional” sexual activity wrong?

There are many corrolaries:

Is it wrong…….for a man to have anal intercourse with another man?

Is it wrong for a biological male to look and behave as a woman…..including competitive sports?

Is it wrong for our teachers to teach our children that these behaviours are OK?

Is it wrong to denigrate the Catholic church?

This question is certainly timely. If this behaviour is right……there is no problem. But, if this behaviour is wrong……then we are formally celebrating bad behaviour…….sin. Moreover, as a society, we are endorsing it. And that, it seems to me, is the point of pride month.

Today, I do not intend to deal head on with the issue of the rightness or wrongness of non-traditional sex. That is a huge topic, that I may or may not return to someday.

For today, my charge is this:

Forget the pride issue. It is only a distraction. Instead, ask yourself the question that we, as a society, are running from:

Are these behaviours are right…….or are they wrong?

Because that is the real problem. If these behaviours are wrong, then taking pride in them……..is even worse. And that is my problem with pride month.

“Go forth…….and sin some more.”

The sisters of perpetual indulgence.

You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination. And you shall not lie with any animal and so make yourself unclean with it, neither shall any woman give herself to an animal to lie with it: it is perversion.

God, ESV

I once visited the Louvre and saw Michaelangelo’s David. It was magnificent. The tour guide pointed out that David’s face, hands, and feet were too big. And this is a measureable fact. She said that Michaelangelo did this because the statue was to be placed high up on a building and that it would look right from that perspective. She presented this explanation as a fact. But, nobody had ever asked Michaelangelo about his design motivation. Her explanation was plausible…….but it was a theory…….not a fact.

I visited a palace on Crete. The guide took us through and explained the building and how each room was used. It turns out, that long ago an archeologist had found a pile of rubble. He stacked up the stones into what he thought the palace once looked like. Later, another archeologist went through the reconstruction and wrote a paper on how each room was used based on its construction. The guide’s explanations of the rooms and of their uses were presented as fact. But……in reality…….the way the rooms were used was a theory, which was based on the reconstruction, which was itself a theory.

And this is how science works.

We look at the world and we can test it, observe it, and measure it. These are facts. But, as we go back further in time, testing, observation, and measurement become impossible. We fill in the gaps with theories. Most of what we believe about our world begins with current facts. But if you track down the logical provenance of these facts, sooner or later you run into a theory, often based on another theory, and so on.

Here is the key “take home lesson”:

Interpretation of a fact that is based on a theory……..is a theory.

Interpretation of a fact that is based on a theory……..is a theory.

If the underlying theory…….which is unproven……or even unprovable…….is wrong, then your interpretation of the fact is wrong.

The “big bang” is the scientific theory that explains how the universe came into being. Suddenly, out of nothing, there was an infinite cloud of dust. The dust coalesced into clumps which, over billions of years, accumulated to became planets, moons, and stars. This means that the center of a planet is older than the surface. So, if you dig down into our planet earth, the deeper you go, the older the material is. This is a theory……based on another theory. The problem is that the entire field of geology, much of the field of archeology, and much of the field of anthropology are founded on these theories……..and they are unproven. If the big bang theory is wrong, then most of modern science is wrong.

Lightening striking a puddle of “primordial ooze” is the theory of how life began on earth. Darwinian evolution is the theory of how different species developed. These are theories……not tested, observed, measured facts. If these theories are wrong……then much, if not most, of current science falls apart.

Don’t get me wrong. Science tells us a lot about how to live in our world. It tells us a lot about where we are……based on the facts.

Science is far less reliable in telling us where we have been because the further back in time we go the more we rely on theories and the less we rely on facts. So, when someone presents you with a fact, you need to look into the ideas that the fact is founded on. If, in digging down, you shift from facts into theories…….and this is often the case…….you need to view the interpretation of the fact with a bit of skepticism.

You need to view science with the same degree of honest skepticism as you do Christianity. To trust your eternity to facts that are ultimately based on unprovable theories is dangerous. You could be in for an ugly surprise.

In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light.

Moses, probably, ESV

So God created the great sea creatures and every living creature that moves, with which the waters swarm, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good.

Moses, probably, ESV

I’ve probably heard this a hundred times…….sadly……often from preachers.

There are many variations:

Be good……or you’ll go to hell.

Lie and you are going to hell.

Steal and you are going to hell.

Vote pro choice and you are going to hell.

Gays are going to hell.

First……a few clarifications:

Hell…….is real…….it is nasty……..and you don’t want to be there. To make matters worse…….eternity is a long time.

A whole lot of people are going to hell……it’s going to be crowded….. with a whole lot of unhappy people. Some of them are going to be very surprised…..they are going to feel cheated………because they truly are “good people”……..kind, generous, loving, honest people……..people with misconceptions.

And finally………the great misconceptions:

Christianity does NOT teach that sinners are going to hell.

Christianity does NOT teach that “good people” are going to paradise.

Sinners are not going to hell……..at least not primarily because of their sin. Their sin in incidental.

Good people are not going to paradise……..at least not primarily because they are good. Their goodness is incidental.

Fact is……if Christianity did teach that sinners are going to hell……..I wouldn’t find it to be a very appealing religion. Because…..I am a sinner…….just like you……and Joe Biden……and Donald Trump…….and Jeffrey Dahmer.

From God’s perspective, the difference between me……..and them………is inconsequential.

I am not here to tell you if you…….are going to hell. That decision is way above my pay grade…….and it is an invitation to self righteousness……..and we certainly don’t need any more self righteousness.

What I am here to tell you may be the most important thing you will ever learn on the internet…….if you read my blog for years and only remember one line……..remember this:

The way to get into hell is to refuse to accept Jesus as your lord and saviour and refuse to accept his free gift of forgiveness.

The way to get into hell is to refuse to accept Jesus as your lord and saviour and refuse to accept his free gift of forgiveness.

God’s rule……not mine. If you don’t like it……that’s irrelevant.

It’s as simple as that.

The son of God…….Jesus…..voluntarily died a death that redefines gruesome. He did it to earn a “GET OUT OF HELL FREE CARD”. He earned it. I didn’t earn it. You didn’t earn it. He has offered that precious card to you……because he loves you…….because he wants you to spend eternity with him……..in paradise. All that he asks in return is that you recognize his divinity and his sacrifice. That act is not a small thing……..it will change your life. And that is the whole point.

Hell comes down to this:

You voluntarily choose to spend eternity in hell if and when you reject Jesus’s gift, refuse to honor his sacrifice, and refuse to accept his divinity.

The irony here is that we rebell against our creator because we want to be in control…..and all the while, we are in absolute control of the single most important decision of our lives.

In effect……we believe that we are smarter than God.

But, God has empowered us.

We have the power to decide………whether we will spend eternity in paradise…….or in hell.

“for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus”

Paul, ESV

“I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”

Jesus, ESV

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.”

John, ESV

“I am the first and the last, and the living one. I died, and behold I am alive forevermore, and I have the keys of Death and Hades.”

Jesus, ESV

Imagine two men standing in the street. They are having an argument about a car that is blocking traffic. And it’s getting ugly. The first guy punches the second guy in the face. The second guy takes a step back……..then turns and walks away. The first guy yells, “go ahead, just walk away…….you p..sy”……..and then laughs.

Now…….add in the fact that the second guy is an out of uniform Marine. He has a concealed carry permit and he is carrying a pocket knife, a sheath knife, and a .45 caliber pistol. I know of several instances where this very thing has happened.

It really redefines the situation. It completely changes your assessment of both men. Suddenly, the first guy is a fool and the second guy is the noble and honorable man.

“Turn the other cheek”……..one of the most misunderstood concepts in the Bible.

To refrain from retaliating when you are not capable of retaliating is not turning the other cheek……..it is weakness.

To refrain from retaliating when you are fully capable of hurting your attacker is the true act of turning the other cheek.

When Jesus was taken before the Sanhedrin, an officer punched him in the face……..and he did not retaliate. Remember, Jesus is God. He created the universe. He has the power to destroy it and start all over from scratch. He certainly could have called down a bolt of lightning and taught them all a lesson. He could have given them a taste of the justice that they so richly deserved.

But he didn’t.

Jesus sets an example by not retaliating when he is punched in the face. We need to follow his example. This is the superficial lesson of “turn the other cheek”.

But there is a much more important…….deeper lesson. When we disrespect, disobey, or even deny Jesus…….we are, in effect, punching him in the face. And he does not retaliate. He withholds justice…….retaliation…….because he loves us and does not want to lose a single one of us to Satan. He gives us a chance to return to him. And he will wait…….as long as we have the breath of life in us.

The deeper lesson of “turn the other cheek” is that Jesus gives us the opportunity to return to him………after we punch him in the face.

But his forbearance expires……….when we do.

Do not resist the one who is evil. But if anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also.

Jesus. ESV

“Put your sword back into its place. For all who take the sword will perish by the sword. Do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father, and he will at once send me more than twelve legions of angels? But how then should the Scriptures be fulfilled, that it must be so?”

Jesus, rebuking Peter for defending him with a sword, ESV

When he had said these things, one of the officers standing by struck Jesus with his hand, saying, “Is that how you answer the high priest?” Jesus answered him, “If what I said is wrong, bear witness about the wrong; but if what I said is right, why do you strike me?”

Jesus, before the Sanhedrin, ESV

SPOILER ALERT

This post is not for children.
This post may offend you.

June is LGBT+ pride month…….a time of celebration for a great many people…….both Christians and secular humanists. This week I’d like to spend some time on the conflict between the church and the LGBT+ community. This conflict is serious and it is growing……major businesses are taking sides……as are some of our schools. Sometimes, it even becomes violent. For this discussion, I will include Christianity, Judaism, and Islam as the church. I will include those who practice non-traditional sexual activities……that is sex outside of marriage between one man and one woman……as LGBT+. For this post I will also include recreational heterosexual intercourse and the trans culture…..because the same logic applies.

First off…….what is this conflict NOT about? It is NOT about love. Fortunately, the church and the LGBT+ community agree on love. It is the most important thing on the planet and we need more of it.

What this conflict IS about…….is the physical expression of sex, including intercourse……and freedom.

Should the physical expression of sex be limited or confined?

It is pretty clear that the vast majority of adults have tried out non-traditional sex. Almost as many have tried traditional sex. So….this is not about ignorance or inexperience. It is about whether we restrain our appetites or exercise them freely. At its core, it is about right and wrong.

Is non-traditional sexual activity right…….or is it wrong?

The argument for wrong is that the three most widely accepted moral codes on the planet…….the Torah, the Koran, and the Bible…….all unequivocally say that it is wrong. These documents claim to be the word of God and God says that non-traditional sex is wrong. It requires an unacceptable amount of logical gymnastics to extort the Bible into condoning non-traditional sex.

The argument for right is just about as simple. Non-traditional sex is right……because we want it to be right……..because we enjoy it……..because we like our freedom.

It comes down to what…..or whom do you follow…….in what……or whom do you put your trust?

God and the Bible………or your appetites.

It comes down to what………..or whom do you reject……or restrict……..God and the Bible……..or your appetites?

Something to keep in mind…….the next time you go to God with a “to do list”.

For this reason God gave them up to dishonorable passions. For their women exchanged natural relations for those that are contrary to nature; and the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another, men committing shameless acts with men and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.

Paul, ESV

But because of the temptation to sexual immorality, each man should have his own wife and each woman her own husband. The husband should give to his wife her conjugal rights, and likewise the wife to her husband. For the wife does not have authority over her own body, but the husband does. Likewise the husband does not have authority over his own body, but the wife does.

Paul, ESV

And Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you; go, and from now on sin no more.”

Jesus, talking to an adultress, ESV

Some people experience it.
Others never seem to know doubt.

We respect confidence. We like confident people. We often follow them. Most people would say that confidence is a good thing. It certainly feels good to be confident.

But…..it’s not so simple.

I spent 40 years in the field of medicine. For the most part I stayed out of trouble. One thing that helped me….. was doubt……..the ever present thought that my diagnosis might be wrong…….that I might be wrong…….and hurt someone. The last step in my decision making process was to ask…….”what are the ways that I could be wrong……..and what are the consequences of each specific error”. This final step forced me to reconsider answers and outcomes that I thought were wrong……..just in case they were right. Often, it led to additional tests……..just to confirm my suspicions. But, on more than one occasion, this final step saved my patient from harm.

If you take a room full of experts and give them a difficult problem, the guy who gives you an answer and is absolutely confident………is probably the dumbest guy in the room…….because he has stopped thinking. The guy who harbors doubt…….is still thinking.

There are two things to consider.

For the Christian, doubt is OK. It is OK to ask…….is this whole Bible thing legit? God can handle your doubt. He will answer your doubts……and the answer is right there in the “owner’s manual”. Even Jesus asked his father……”Why have you forsaken me?” The key is to keep thinking…….to keep searching……..and, most important of all, to search in the right places. Because, if you exclude sources that you don’t agree with, you will be ignorant………and sometimes…….you will be wrong.

For the non-believer…….the secular humanist……..the key is to respect your doubt. If you are so sure that God is a myth…….that you have stopped searching…….then you may be like the guy in the room who has stopped thinking. You may be that supremely confident guy…….the dumbest guy in the room. My hope is that you will keep questioning…….keep seeking………keep doubting.

The final point in my decision making process was to weigh the consequences of being wrong. And often there was more than one way to be wrong. This is especially important when you just cannot be sure. Because the consequences of the God vs. accident decision are the greatest consequences that you will ever face.

There is some ambiguity in the God vs. accident decision. Both sides are confident. But, neither side has absolute proof of their position…….regardless of what they say. This is not an accident. God wants you to keep thinking. God wants you to come to him because you carefully considered the situation……..and chose him.

And so God gave you the gift……..of doubt.

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

David, ESV

And about the ninth hour Jesus cried out with a loud voice, saying, “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” that is, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Jesus, ESV